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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 02:02:51 GMT

~~i'll update after i finsh my homewok..~~

-x- YOU -x-

name: alyssa jean mcclure

single or taken: single

sex: female

birthday: december 12

sign: don’t know. don’t care

siblings: one older brother & two older sisters

hair color: dark brown

eye color: hazel

height: 5’2’’

-x- RELATiONSHiPS -x-

who are your best friend(s)?: ashley, brittany, sarah d, sarah p, josh, will

do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope

-x- FASHiON -x-

where is your favorite place to shop: old navy or aeropostale

any tattoos or piercings: ears (piercing)

-x- SPECiFiCS -x-

do you do drugs?: no

what kind of shampoo do you use?: vo5

what are you most scared of?: spiders

what are you listening to right now? `in too deep´ phil collins

who is the last person that called you?: will

do you want to get married?: yes

how many buddies are online right now ?: haah..pretty much everyone is away

what would you change about yourself?: personality

-x- FAVORiTES -x-

color: green

food: stuffing

boys names: caleb

girls names: elena

subjects in school: French

animals: puppie

-x- HAVE YOU EVER.. -x-

given anyone a bath?: nope

smoked?: no

bungee jumped?: nope.

made yourself throw up?: no.

skinny dipped?: no

ever been in love?: i think

made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup.

pictured your crush naked?: nope

actually seen your crush naked?: no

cried when someone died?: yes

lied: of course.

fallen for your best friend?: yup

been rejected?: yeah

rejected someone?: yes

used someone?: sorta

done something you regret?: YAH!

-x CURRENT -x-

clothes: capris pj pants and a shirt

music: `when you see a chance´ steve winwood

make-up: my usual

annoyance: homework

smell: nothing

desktop picture: beach

book you're reading: none

cd in player: dunno

dvd in player: none

-x- LAST PERSON -x-

hugged: have no clue

you imed: carly

Imed you: sarah

you yelled at: mom

you kissed: dunno

-x- ARE YOU -x-

understanding: i try to be

open-minded: sure

arrogant: can be

insecure: sometimes

random: haha yes

hungry: no

smart: uhh..

moody: yes

hard working: can be

organized: haha when i want to be

healthy: haha no

shy: not really

difficult: can be

attractive: you tell me

bored easily: yeah..hence why i’m doing this

responsible?: sure

obsessed: sometimes

angry: kinda

sad: not right now

happy: in a way

hyper: no

trusting: most of the time

-x- WHO DO YOU WANNA KiLL -x-

kill: haha no one

slap: no comment

get really wasted with: nobody

get high with: no thank you

talk to offline: will

talk to online: laura

sex it up with: not yet

-x- RANDOM -x-

in the morning i am: tired

all you need is: love

love is: stupid

i dream about: lots of stuff

-x- WHiCH iS BETTER -x-

coke or pepsi: neither

flowers or candy: flowers

tall or short: tall

-x- WHO -x-

makes you laugh the most: ashley

makes you smile: will

-x- DO YOU EVER -x-

sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sure do

save conversations: yup

wish you were younger: sometimes

cry because someone said something to you?: yup.

-x- NUMBER -x-

of times i have had my heart broken: probably twice

of hearts i have broken: probably one..=C

guys i`ve kissed: dunno

girls i`ve kissed: none

of cds i own: dunno

of scars on my body: one

of things i regret: to many to count

-x- MY THOUGHTS -x-

i know: nothing

i want: to be happy with him

i have: to much homework

i wish: i was loved

i hate: nodbody

i fear: loss

i hear: music

i search: for happiness

i wonder: if he likes me

i love: him!

( another thought -- school )

haah..i’ve had so much homework lately, i haven’t had a whole lot of time to update. well i’m starting to get back into the school mood. i hate waking up so early, but i’m starting to get used to it. i don’t really like my classes that much. math really just sucks this year, along with english & science. i really like french and pe. i’m glad i have a class with sarah. i have really gotten to know her. she is so freakin cute!

SCIENCE – didn’t do that much. went over our homework and i began to understand it more. i hate when mr. welcsh (my teacher) talks to us the whole period. it’s so boring. i practially always fall asleep each day & the fact that it’s my first period doesn’t help at all.

ENGLISH NINE – my teacher is so weird and very boring. we’ve been reading these really dumb stories. i didn’t really get the one today, but it was very strange. this one guy killed some other guy. but yeah..it was gay!

PE – today was kinda fun. we played dogeball. i rock at that game now. i got so many people out. it was cool!

MATH – went over our homework and then did this 3d block thing. kinda boring, but was better than some other days this week.

FRENCH – learned some new words and stuff. i don’t really remember what happened today. but it was alright.

LUNCH – i had third lunch today cuz it was thursday. i sat with bre, nicole, sarah, and some other people. gosh..i missed bre. i feel like i haven’t talked to her since sixth grade. she is so sweet. hah..i love how nicole talks to her stuffed animals. it’s so cute!!!!!

BAND – took our tests. kinda boring. i’m like third chair. yeah..nothing really happened.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 07:31:24 GMT

“and theres no easy way to say goodbye”

today was okay. i was so tired though. i woke up at six & got ready fast. went out to my bus stop. it was a lot nicer today except it was cold & our stupid bus driver doesn’t put on the heat & has all of the windows cracked. i was freezing on the bus. got to school & walked around with ashley & carly.

SCIENCE – boring. had to do a stupid lab where we had to measure ourselves & weight ourselves & all this other stuff. then we had to convert to centimeters & kilograms. it was just really stupid.

ENGLISH – made these stupid name bricks with out names on them. we got to decorate them. it was so stupid. our teacher acts like we are in the second grade or something. that is my least favorite class of all.

PE 9 – so freakin boring. we went into the locker room & went over the rules. it sucked cuz we are with seventh graders & they didn’t know the rules, but all of us freshmen already knew them & i had to stand.

third period was cut short for an assembly for the freshmen. just went over some school rules. kinda boring except i saw EVELYNN!!! gosh..i hadn’t seen her since the last day of school cuz we don’t have any classes together. we sat by each other & just made fun of all the stuff they were talking about in the assembly.

MATH – talked with melissa, felicia & kevin for like twenty minutes. haah. went over the problem we started yesterday. our group got it wrong..lol. then we worked on our first assignment. gosh..kevin was so funny with his book! lol.

FRENCH – oh my gosh! erick was so freakin funny today cuz i asked him how you would laugh in french & i was totally just joking. i dunno..it’s hard to explain what he did if you aren’t taking french, but just believe me..it was so funny! i was laughing so hrad i started to cry. hah! i love this class.

ADV. BAND – just played stupid easy songs. really boring, but i guess band always is. so i better get used to it.

Friday, September 03, 2004

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 01:14:39 GMT

WEDNESDAY:

i woke up at six (yup. in the morning!) & i looked outside my window & it was just poring rain. i was like `well this is just great!´ so i got out of my bed & went to the bathroom & washed my face & then came into my room & got dressed. then i put on my makeup & fixed my hair & all that stuff. i was ready by six thirty. so i had like fifteen minutes to spare & i was really nervous for some reason. it was really weird. then i went to my bus stop & nobody was there except this kid who came out of his car because he didn’t want to get wet. im not sure who that kid was. i think he is in seventh grade tho.

rode my bus for a while & was waiting for ashley’s bus stop, but it turns out she didn’t even ride the bus cuz it was raining, but lauren & her little sister (her sister is so cute) got on & sat in front of me. so that was good. we were like the first bus there. & so lauren & i went to the cafeteria to get our new schedules. then we went to our lockers & put stuff in them. then i went back to the cafeteria & found ashley & then we walked to our classes.

first period was okay, but it’s science. lol. tye was in my class along with some other people i knew. was kinda boring. just went over class rules & that kind of stuff.

second period sucks! i have that class with ashley, but i really don’t like our teacher. she is really boring & acts like we are in second grade. we didn’t reall do much in that class. english nine sucks!

third period was pe & that was okay. didn’t do a whole lot. i have that class with sarah! so that’s good. she is so cute! hah!

fourth period was really fun. i sat by kaylynn, hanady, melissa, lexi, natalie, & kevin. we went over the class syllabus & did this get to know you kind of a game. i was with kaylynn & kevin. haha! we pretty much just talked. hah so far i like math!

fifth period was fun cuz it was french. `bonjour´ lol. my teacher is really weird, but i had fun in that class. i know the whole alphabet in french! lol

sixth was pretty boring although i sat by michelle & we just talked the whole time which was kinda fun, until she scratched me with her pencil! hah!

THURSDAY:

woke up at six again & got ready for school. i had to take my trumpet today. i got out to my bus stop at like sixfourty – three & four other people were out there. got on the bus & rode until ashley’s stop. she sat next to me & shannon & stephany sat in front of us. just talked. got to school & went to our lockers.

science - went over some worksheet we started yesterday & got a new one to do, which was fairly easy.

english nine - boring..still. did this book worksheet thing. really stupid. couldn’t even answer all of them.

pe - took a quiz & then played some game things. kinda fun. i’m really glad i have that class with sarah. she is so sweet.

math - fun fun fun! did another get to know you kind of a game. haah..i just kept talking to all of the people i already new. haha..but so did felicia! then i worked on this one math problem with felicia, melissa, & some other girl, but i can’t remember her name! but yeah.. felicia & i didn’t really do very much to help! oops! lol

french - learned how to say `how are you´ (ça va?) & `very good´ (trés bein) haha..learned the numbers one through ten. they are kinda like the spanish ones tho. that class was fun cuz i sat by erick & we made fun of ourselves. hah! & greg kept laying his head on my shoulder. it was really annoying.

band - played some music. didn’t do much of anything. kinda boring.

another thought - this song explains how I feel right now - 7:11pm

VERTICAL HORIZON – GREY SKY MORNING

so you sailed away
into a grey sky morning
now i'm here to stay
love can be so boring
nothing's quite the same now
i just say your name now

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
you don't want me back
you're just the best i ever had

so you stole my world
now i'm just a phony
remembering the boy
leaves me down and lonely
send it in a letter
make yourself feel better

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
you don't need me back
you're just the best i ever had

& it may take some time

to patch me up inside
but i can't take it so

i run away & hide
& i may find in time that

you were always right
you're always right

so you sailed away
into a grey sky morning
now i'm here to stay
love can be so boring
what was it you wanted
could it be i'm haunted

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
i don't want you back
you're just the best i ever had
the best i ever had
the best i ever

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 02:53:26 GMT

(read about saturday)

i got up around one & started to get ready to go to a wedding. it was a really cute wedding. the bride looked so pretty. i knew her because she is friends with my brother. & she was my friend when i was little. i think i used to write letters to her. lol. it was a really nice wedding, but it was so hot at the reception. i was near the back on the bride side during the ceremony & these little kids kept crying & screaming. it was really annoying.

when i got home, i was soo tired. i was yawning & kept closing my eyes, but it was only like four. so i wasn`t gonna go to bed. i got online for a little while. then i went into my room & watched some tv. when i got back online, ashley invited me to go see a movie, but i had to wait until my sister came home from the airport. when she got home, andy, (my sister`s boyfriend & ashley`s brother) kendra, (my sister) ashley, & i all went to see `alien vs. predator.´ i really liked it. it was really cool, but kinda gross in some parts.

after the movie was over, i came home. took a shower. watched roseanne, while dipping oreo`s in milk. hee hee. then i went to bed. saturday was kinda fun. at least I was able to get out of the house for a change.

(read about sunday)

woke up at ten & got ready for church. came into primetime with my sister & sat down with brittany, ashley, hilary & some other people. we had to split up into our school groups. i kinda felt bad for david because he was at a table with all girls. hah.

we just had a big prayer session. we would sing a song & then pray about a certain subject in our groups. it was fun. i had to hold hands with david, which wasn`t that big a deal. but i think he enjoyed it too much. oh well.

after church was over, i sat & talked to hilary & sharon for a little while. then i talked with morgan & amanda. then ashley, my sister, my mom & i went home. my mom gave me some money & ashley & i went to the mall to shop for some pants for me.

ashley & i went to a bunch of different stores for pants, but we couldn`t find anything that fit. when i finally found some at aeropostale, they were like fourty dollars. so i didn`t get them even tho i really need pants. i also found this really cute orange shirt, but i didn`t get it yet. i`m not sure what i`m gonna do for pants. i wish we had a bigger mall.

ashley & i got some candy at the candy store & waited for my sister to come pick us up. she dropped us off at my house & we just hung out in my room & talked until we started to get ready to go to night church at six. We went outside & waited for my sister to come & picked us up.

my sister sat with us & we sat through the service. the music was really messed up this week. it sounded really bad. my sister & i kept looking at each other like `what is going on?´ yeah. that`s basically what happened yesterday.

(read about today)

i had to wake up at nine to take out the trash because i hadn`t done it the night before. i was so tired, but my sister kinda helped me. so that was nice. after i had taken out the garbage, i got onto the computer & changed my layout, but i think i might redo it because i don`t really like the look.

i was still really tired, so i got off of the computer & went back into my warm bed. i was gonna watch some tv, but nothing was really on. so i decided i would go back to sleep. i should have stayed up tho. i don`t know how i`m gonna wake up at six everyday from now on. that`s one thing i hate about school. i wish we didn`t have to get up that early. plus, this year my bus schedule is different. i have to get my bus at six forty - seven instead of seven. i have to be up fifteen minutes earlier.

now i am just getting ready for school. i did some laundry & i have been cleaning my room. i still have a lot to do. i want to go to bed earlier today so that i can wake up at six tomorrow, which will suck, but i really need to get into the school mood. i`m gonna go school supply shopping with my sister tomorrow. lOl! i`m gonna go clean some more. i`m gonna watch `the assistant´ finale later tonight. It`s such a funny show. I just lOVE it. i still have a bunch to do. just thought i`d give you an update on my weekend.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 22:24:45 GMT

wow. nicole and i have great conversations. i just love her!

me: you ready for school

nicole: nope.

nicole: i think i'll break my alarm clock the night before school starts. so i can sleep in on purpose.

me: hah

me: or just don't set it at the worng time

me: like set it for pm

nicole: or unplug it.

me: but then you're parents would know

me: if you make it pm..it could just look like a mistake

me: lol

nicole: hahaha.

me: yeah

me: school sucks

nicole: sure does.

nicole: and the boys are ooglay.

me: i know

me: how come our school has no cute guys

nicole: maybe there is like...some weird curse on the school that causes them to be deformed and ugly.

me: hah

me: what did us girls do

me: why do we deserve this

nicole: oh god. what if they arent even boys? but aliens dressed up as boys!?

nicole: we're all going to die.

me: hah

me: i'm switching schools now

nicole: and maybe they captured all the cute boys, and beamed them into outer space!

nicole: i'll never get married now.

me: hahaha

me: oh nicole..you are so funny

nicole: i know. i should be on comedy central.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 08:53:03 GMT

this was a long day for me. i went to bed last night around 1:30 & had to wake up at 8:00 so i could get ready to go to school and get my schedule and picture taken and all of that fun stuff. i actually woke up at 8:15 & started to get ready. i already had what i was gonna wear picked out because my mom made my tell her what i was gonna wear in my picture the day before. it didn`t take to long for me to put on my makeup. so i was ready at 9ish. then my mom dropped me off at the school. i went in. got my schedule:

01 physical science; welsh

02 english 9; peterson

03 pe 9; reese

04 geometry; don`t know yet!

05 french i; daling

06 advance band; goans

i went into the cafeteria and bought my french book. then i went downstairs & got my student id and school picture taken. by the way, my student id has little blue dots all over my face which really just sucks. but oh well. after that, i went and picked my locker & went outside with natalie to wait for my mom to come pick me up.

i came home & messed with my site some, but i redid it again today because i didn`t really like how i did it earlier. i`ve just been here at home on the computer all day long. i`ve been listening to a bunch of 8o`s music which makes me feel really good for some reason. i just like to get up and dance to it. i`m really lovin` the song, beat it by micheal jackson. hah!

today has been really boring. i really don`t want to go back to school yet. it seems like this summer was too short. this sucks. i`m not ready for all of that homework again. or having to wake up at the butt crack of dawn.

(another thought -- i lOVE this song -- 2:45am)

SLIPPED AWAY - AVRIL LAVINE

nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah

i miss you, miss you so bad
i don`t forget you, oh it`s so sad
i hope you can hear me
i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away
was the day i found it won`t be the same
ooooh

nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah

i didn`t get around to kiss you
goodbye on the hand
i wish that i could see you again
i know that i can`t
i hope you can hear me

cause i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away
was the day i found it won`t be the same
ooooh

i had my wake up
won`t you wake up
i keep asking why
and i can`t take it
it wasn`t fake
it happened, you passed by

now your gone, now your gone
there you go, there you go
somewhere i can`t bring you back
now your gone, now your gone
there you go, there you go,
somewhere your not coming back

the day you slipped away
was the day i found it won`t be the same noo
the say you slipped away
was the day that i found it won`t be the same oooh

nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
i miss you

(another thought -- survey -- 2:57am)

[a]ge: fourteen
[b]estfriend: ashley h.
[c]hoice of meat: chicken
[d]ream date: as simple as going to the movies
[e]xciting adventure: the backyard. where else? haha
[f]avorite food: stuffing
[g]reatest accomplishment: I don’t realy have one
[h]appiest day of your life: earlier this summer
[i]nterests: just look at the left side of my xanga :]
[j]ello: yum
[k]ool aid: nope..crystal light
[l]ove: is great when he loves you back <3
[m]ost valued: my friends
[n]ame: alyssa mcclure
[o]utfit you wore to school today: don’t have school for another week.
[p]izza topping: meat lovers
[q]uestion most asked: not sure
[r]adio station: 1069
[s]port: baseball
[t]elevision show: friends
[u]r favorite song: either `if you’re not the one´ - Daniel bedingfield or `the way you love me´ - faith hill cuz they have special meanings to me.
[w]here you live: silverdale.
[x]yz: it`s good :P hAh!
[y]ear born: 1989!
[z]odiac sign: sagittarius

Monday, August 23, 2004

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 02:08:29 GMT

today has been alright. i got up around 8:40 am to get ready for church. it took me a while to pick what i was gonna wear. church started at 9:30, but my mom & i weren`t ready until 10ish. we went the long way to church cuz my mom is weird like that. we got there around 10:15. my mom went to her class, but i decided that i didn`t want to come in that late. so i just stayed out in the car listening to music & playing tetris on my cell & waited about a half hour. i then went to primetime & i talked to a bunch of people. after primetime, ashley & i were supposed to go to the mall so i could get something to wear tomorrow for picture day, but ashley decided that two hours wouldn`t be enough time to shop. cuz you know..she just had to babysit at 3 even tho she made plans with me the day before. i was & kinda still am mad at her.

i came home with my mommy & we ate some meatloaf & veggies. i got on the computer & finished sarah`s site. i went & watched some tv in my room. later my mom was making me figure out what i was gonna wear for my school picture tomorrow. then we got ready for night church.

when we got there, i sat alone & then our youth group went on stage to sing which was okay, even tho i didn`t really want to. ashley & brittany (by the way ashley ended up going to brittany`s house, which make me even more mad at her) came in late & came & sang with us. i sat through the service. it was a good one too. after it was over, i went out to the car to wait for my mom to come. then she drove us home. now i`m here doing some other stuff.

tomorrow i have radier rush. my last one..how sad. lol. yeah..so tomorrow is gonna be boring. it`s one more reminder that school is in another week. oh well. maybe this year will go by as fast as last year. i sure hope so. i really want to skip freshman year & just go straight to sophomore year. who knows, maybe this year will actually be fun. (fat chance) last year wasn`t. but anyway.

i need to get going cuz i have a bunch more things to do & i really need to be in bed early tonight, so that i look nice for my picture. have a wonderful night everyone!

<3 - love lyssa lou

Friday, August 20, 2004

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:23:34 GMT

i haven’t done a whole lot this week. actually, i haven’t done very much this summer. it has gone by so fast. i’m really excited about school for some reason. i guess i’m just happy to get new clothes. i really like shopping for school supplies. is that weird? i think it is. yeah well, i have raider rush on monday which kinda sucks cuz that’s picture day. i’m not sure what i’m gonna wear. i’m gonna go shopping tomorrow with my mommy. lol.

yeah..today we’ve been going through my clothes to figure out what i need to get rid of. i hate doing this with her cuz she always wants to make me keep stuff i don’t want and when we go shopping together, she always wants me to try on things that i would never wear or want. but i guess she has the credit cards, so that’s okay.

hopefully this year will be more fun than last year. eighth grade sucked. i really wish that i could skip freshman year though and just be a sophomore instead. oh well, at least i’ll be at school with people i know. this summer has been kinda boring and i’m happy to see it end. i never do anything. i am always at home watching tv or something. i really need to get out more.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 22:19:31 GMT

THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS THAT YOU LIKE: 1) school supplies 2) dancing in my room 3) sad songs 4) messing with html codes 5) cooking hamburger helper 6) singing 7) sour patch kids 8) reruns of friends 9) quoting parts from full house episodes 10) movies that make me cry 11) flip flops 12) getting the mail 13) eating at arbys TWELVE MOVIES: 1) godfather 1 2) godfather 2 3) ..and yes godfather 3 4) you’ve got mail 5) west side story 6) back to the future 7) back to the future II 8) back to the future III 9) it’s a wonderful life 10) monsters inc. 11) cinderella 12) the fox and the hound ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS: 1) mariah carey 2) celine dion 3) jojo 4) alanis morrisette 5) frank sinatra 6) john mayer 7) coldplay 8) nerd 9) kanye west 10) shania twain 10 THINGS ABOUT YOU: 1) freshman at rjh 2) lived here all my life 3) i like country music 4) i love being in my room 5) i’ve been single for too long 6) youngest or four 7) i say stupid things 8) love baseball 9) i’m white 10) i was born in ohio EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/ DRINKS: 1) stuffing 2) costco berry smoothies 3) grapes 4) crystal light 5) sprite 6) meat lovers pizza 7) macaroni 8) cheez-its SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY: 1) earings 2) undies 3) make-up 4) a ring 5) a watch 6) some kinda shoes 7) chapstick or lip gloss SIX THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU: 1) people who smack their lips while eating 2) school 3) homework 4) radio commercials 5) football 6) siblings (sometimes) FIVE THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERYDAY: 1) my hair 2) remote 3) computer mouse 4) food 5) my pillow FOUR SHOWS YOU WATCH: 1) friends 2) full house (lol) 3) snl 4) newlyweds

i messed up the picture links and i didn't really feel like putting them all back in. so deal! lOl

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 07:18:07 GMT

today was okay..i guess. i woke up around 11:30. got on the computer for a little bit, but my connection wasn’t working very well. i got off and ate something. then my mom was getting ready for a lunch with her friend. i started to clean so that i could do something later. i cleaned the whole house pretty much. when my mom finally got home. carly came over and we made some hamburger helper and we watched full house while we ate. hee hee. then we went back to my room and just hung out for a little bit until her mom came and picked her up. after carly left, i was watching the olympic stuff with my mommy. after that, i watched some cheers. now..i just finished remaking my xanga. yup. so today was kinda fun. it’s just me and my mom at home for about two weeks because my brother and sister headed back to college yesterday and they brought my other sister to visit since she is a senior this year. so yea. i’m kinda tired so i think i’m gonna go for now. just thought i might fill you in on what’s been going on. night.