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Interests: bEiNG ME =] [AlYSSA] i came into this world on december 12, 1989. which makes me 14. i'm a freshman at RJH. i have brown hair and hazel eyes. i'm often confused and sarcastic. [fRiENdS] ashley - since we were babies. gosh, i love that kid! brittany - since second grade! she’s awesome! sarah d. - since fifth grade! she’s such a dollface! will - since seventh grade! he is such a great friend! [likES] boys. curly hair. boys w// curly hair! hAh shopping. good huggers. holding hands. parties. flip flops. the days! talking on the phone. being happy. summer. sprite. being in love - or wishing i knew what it was like. [DiSLiKES] muchrooms. boys who brerak your heart. gossip. school.


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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

i'll update after i finsh my homewok..

 

-x- YOU -x-

name: alyssa jean mcclure

single or taken: single

sex: female

birthday: december 12

sign: don’t know. don’t care

siblings: one older brother & two older sisters

hair color: dark brown

eye color: hazel

height: 5’2’’

 

-x- RELATiONSHiPS -x-

who are your best friend(s)?: ashley, brittany, sarah d, sarah p, josh, will

do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope

 

-x- FASHiON -x-

where is your favorite place to shop: old navy or aeropostale

any tattoos or piercings: ears (piercing)

 

-x- SPECiFiCS -x-

do you do drugs?: no

what kind of shampoo do you use?: vo5

what are you most scared of?: spiders

what are you listening to right now? `in too deep´ phil collins

who is the last person that called you?: will

do you want to get married?: yes

how many buddies are online right now ?: haah..pretty much everyone is away

what would you change about yourself?: personality

 

-x- FAVORiTES -x-

color: green

food: stuffing

boys names: caleb

girls names: elena

subjects in school: French

animals: puppie

 

-x- HAVE YOU EVER.. -x-

given anyone a bath?: nope

smoked?: no

bungee jumped?: nope.

made yourself throw up?: no.

skinny dipped?: no

ever been in love?: i think

made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup.

pictured your crush naked?: nope

actually seen your crush naked?: no

cried when someone died?: yes

lied: of course.

fallen for your best friend?: yup

been rejected?: yeah

rejected someone?: yes

used someone?: sorta

done something you regret?: YAH!

 

-x CURRENT -x-

clothes: capris pj pants and a shirt

music: `when you see a chance´ steve winwood

make-up: my usual

annoyance: homework

smell: nothing

desktop picture: beach

book you're reading: none

cd in player: dunno

dvd in player: none

 

-x- LAST PERSON -x-

hugged: have no clue

you imed: carly

Imed you: sarah

you yelled at: mom

you kissed: dunno

 

-x- ARE YOU -x-

understanding: i try to be

open-minded: sure

arrogant: can be

insecure: sometimes

random: haha yes

hungry: no

smart: uhh..

moody: yes

hard working: can be

organized: haha when i want to be

healthy: haha no

shy: not really

difficult: can be

attractive: you tell me

bored easily: yeah..hence why i’m doing this

responsible?: sure

obsessed: sometimes

angry: kinda

sad: not right now

happy: in a way

hyper: no

trusting: most of the time

 

-x- WHO DO YOU WANNA KiLL -x-

kill: haha no one

slap: no comment

get really wasted with: nobody

get high with: no thank you

talk to offline: will

talk to online: laura

sex it up with: not yet

 

-x- RANDOM -x-

in the morning i am: tired

all you need is: love

love is: stupid

i dream about: lots of stuff

 

-x- WHiCH iS BETTER -x-

coke or pepsi: neither

flowers or candy: flowers

tall or short: tall

 

-x- WHO -x-

makes you laugh the most: ashley

makes you smile: will

 

-x- DO YOU EVER -x-

sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sure do

save conversations: yup

wish you were younger: sometimes

cry because someone said something to you?: yup.

 

-x- NUMBER -x-

of times i have had my heart broken: probably twice

of hearts i have broken: probably one..=C

guys i`ve kissed: dunno

girls i`ve kissed: none

of cds i own: dunno

of scars on my body: one

of things i regret: to many to count

 

-x- MY THOUGHTS -x-

i know: nothing

i want: to be happy with him

i have: to much homework

i wish: i was loved

i hate: nodbody

i fear: loss

i hear: music

i search: for happiness

i wonder: if he likes me

i love: him!

 

( another thought -- school )

haah..i’ve had so much homework lately, i haven’t had a whole lot of time to update. well i’m starting to get back into the school mood. i hate waking up so early, but i’m starting to get used to it. i don’t really like my classes that much. math really just sucks this year, along with english & science. i really like french and pe. i’m glad i have a class with sarah. i have really gotten to know her. she is so freakin cute!

SCIENCE – didn’t do that much. went over our homework and i began to understand it more. i hate when mr. welcsh (my teacher) talks to us the whole period. it’s so boring. i practially always fall asleep each day & the fact that it’s my first period doesn’t help at all.

ENGLISH NINE – my teacher is so weird and very boring. we’ve been reading these really dumb stories. i didn’t really get the one today, but it was very strange. this one guy killed some other guy. but yeah..it was gay!

PE – today was kinda fun. we played dogeball. i rock at that game now. i got so many people out. it was cool!

MATH – went over our homework and then did this 3d block thing. kinda boring, but was better than some other days this week.

FRENCH – learned some new words and stuff. i don’t really remember what happened today. but it was alright.

LUNCH – i had third lunch today cuz it was thursday. i sat with bre, nicole, sarah, and some other people. gosh..i missed bre. i feel like i haven’t talked to her since sixth grade. she is so sweet. hah..i love how nicole talks to her stuffed animals. it’s so cute!!!!!

BAND – took our tests. kinda boring. i’m like third chair. yeah..nothing really happened.


Saturday, September 04, 2004

“and theres no easy way to say goodbye”

 

today was okay. i was so tired though. i woke up at six & got ready fast. went out to my bus stop. it was a lot nicer today except it was cold & our stupid bus driver doesn’t put on the heat & has all of the windows cracked. i was freezing on the bus. got to school & walked around with ashley & carly.

 

SCIENCE – boring. had to do a stupid lab where we had to measure ourselves & weight ourselves & all this other stuff. then we had to convert to centimeters & kilograms. it was just really stupid.

 

ENGLISH – made these stupid name bricks with out names on them. we got to decorate them. it was so stupid. our teacher acts like we are in the second grade or something. that is my least favorite class of all.

 

PE 9 – so freakin boring. we went into the locker room & went over the rules. it sucked cuz we are with seventh graders & they didn’t know the rules, but all of us freshmen already knew them & i had to stand.

 

third period was cut short for an assembly for the freshmen. just went over some school rules. kinda boring except i saw EVELYNN!!! gosh..i hadn’t seen her since the last day of school cuz we don’t have any classes together. we sat by each other & just made fun of all the stuff they were talking about in the assembly.

 

MATH – talked with melissa, felicia & kevin for like twenty minutes. haah. went over the problem we started yesterday. our group got it wrong..lol. then we worked on our first assignment. gosh..kevin was so funny with his book! lol.

 

FRENCH – oh my gosh! erick was so freakin funny today cuz i asked him how you would laugh in french & i was totally just joking. i dunno..it’s hard to explain what he did if you aren’t taking french, but just believe me..it was so funny! i was laughing so hrad i started to cry. hah! i love this class.

 

ADV. BAND – just played stupid easy songs. really boring, but i guess band always is. so i better get used to it.


Thursday, September 02, 2004

WEDNESDAY:

 

i woke up at six (yup. in the morning!) & i looked outside my window & it was just poring rain. i was like `well this is just great!´ so i got out of my bed & went to the bathroom & washed my face & then came into my room & got dressed. then i put on my makeup & fixed my hair & all that stuff. i was ready by six thirty. so i had like fifteen minutes to spare & i was really nervous for some reason. it was really weird. then i went to my bus stop & nobody was there except this kid who came out of his car because he didn’t want to get wet. im not sure who that kid was. i think he is in seventh grade tho.

 

rode my bus for a while & was waiting for ashley’s bus stop, but it turns out she didn’t even ride the bus cuz it was raining, but lauren & her little sister (her sister is so cute) got on & sat in front of me. so that was good. we were like the first bus there. & so lauren & i went to the cafeteria to get our new schedules. then we went to our lockers & put stuff in them. then i went back to the cafeteria & found ashley & then we walked to our classes.

 

first period was okay, but it’s science. lol. tye was in my class along with some other people i knew. was kinda boring. just went over class rules & that kind of stuff.

 

second period sucks! i have that class with ashley, but i really don’t like our teacher. she is really boring & acts like we are in second grade. we didn’t reall do much in that class. english nine sucks!

 

third period was pe & that was okay. didn’t do a whole lot. i have that class with sarah! so that’s good. she is so cute! hah!

 

fourth period was really fun. i sat by kaylynn, hanady, melissa, lexi, natalie, & kevin. we went over the class syllabus & did this get to know you kind of a game. i was with kaylynn & kevin. haha! we pretty much just talked. hah so far i like math!

 

fifth period was fun cuz it was french. `bonjour´ lol. my teacher is really weird, but i had fun in that class. i know the whole alphabet in french! lol

 

sixth was pretty boring although i sat by michelle & we just talked the whole time which was kinda fun, until she scratched me with her pencil! hah!

 

THURSDAY:

 

woke up at six again & got ready for school. i had to take my trumpet today. i got out to my bus stop at like sixfourty – three & four other people were out there. got on the bus & rode until ashley’s stop. she sat next to me & shannon & stephany sat in front of us. just talked. got to school & went to our lockers.

 

science - went over some worksheet we started yesterday & got a new one to do, which was fairly easy.

 

english nine - boring..still. did this book worksheet thing. really stupid. couldn’t even answer all of them.

 

pe - took a quiz & then played some game things. kinda fun. i’m really glad i have that class with sarah. she is so sweet.

 

math - fun fun fun! did another get to know you kind of a game. haah..i just kept talking to all of the people i already new. haha..but so did felicia! then i worked on this one math problem with felicia, melissa, & some other girl, but i can’t remember her name! but yeah.. felicia & i didn’t really do very much to help! oops! lol

 

french - learned how to say `how are you´ (ça va?) & `very good´ (trés bein) haha..learned the numbers one through ten. they are kinda like the spanish ones tho. that class was fun cuz i sat by erick & we made fun of ourselves. hah! & greg kept laying his head on my shoulder. it was really annoying.

 

band - played some music. didn’t do much of anything. kinda boring.

 

 

another thought - this song explains how I feel right now - 7:11pm

 

 

VERTICAL HORIZON – GREY SKY MORNING

 

so you sailed away
into a grey sky morning
now i'm here to stay
love can be so boring
nothing's quite the same now
i just say your name now

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
you don't want me back
you're just the best i ever had

so you stole my world
now i'm just a phony
remembering the boy
leaves me down and lonely
send it in a letter
make yourself feel better

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
you don't need me back
you're just the best i ever had

& it may take some time

to patch me up inside
but i can't take it so

i run away & hide
& i may find in time that

you were always right
you're always right

so you sailed away
into a grey sky morning
now i'm here to stay
love can be so boring
what was it you wanted
could it be i'm haunted

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
i don't want you back
you're just the best i ever had
the best i ever had
the best i ever


Monday, August 30, 2004

(read about saturday)

 

i got up around one & started to get ready to go to a wedding. it was a really cute wedding. the bride looked so pretty. i knew her because she is friends with my brother. & she was my friend when i was little. i think i used to write letters to her. lol. it was a really nice wedding, but it was so hot at the reception. i was near  the back on the bride side during the ceremony & these little kids kept crying & screaming. it was really annoying.

 

when i got home, i was soo tired. i was yawning & kept closing my eyes, but it was only like four. so i wasn`t gonna go to bed. i got online for a little while. then i went into my room & watched some tv. when i got back online, ashley invited me to go see a movie, but i had to wait until my sister came home from the airport. when she got home, andy, (my sister`s boyfriend & ashley`s brother) kendra, (my sister) ashley, & i all went to see `alien vs. predator.´ i really liked it. it was really cool, but kinda gross in some parts.

 

after the movie was over, i came home. took a shower. watched roseanne, while dipping oreo`s in milk. hee hee. then i went to bed. saturday was kinda fun. at least I was able to get out of the house for a change.

 

(read about sunday)

 

woke up at ten & got ready for church. came into primetime with my sister & sat down with brittany, ashley, hilary & some other people. we had to split up into our school groups. i kinda felt bad for david because he was at a table with all girls. hah.

 

we just had a big prayer session. we would sing a song & then pray about a certain subject in our groups. it was fun. i had to hold hands with david, which wasn`t that big a deal. but i think he enjoyed it too much. oh well.

 

after church was over, i sat & talked to hilary & sharon for a little while. then i talked with morgan & amanda. then ashley, my sister, my mom & i went home. my mom gave me some money & ashley & i went to the mall to shop for some pants for me.

 

ashley & i went to a bunch of different stores for pants, but we couldn`t find anything that fit. when i finally found some at aeropostale, they were like fourty dollars. so i didn`t get them even tho i really need pants.  i also found this really cute orange shirt, but i didn`t get it yet. i`m not sure what i`m gonna do for pants. i wish we had a bigger mall.

 

ashley & i got some candy at the candy store & waited for my sister to come pick us up. she dropped us off at my house & we just hung out in my room & talked until we started to get ready to go to night church at six. We went outside & waited for my sister to come & picked us up.

 

my sister sat with us & we sat through the service. the music was really messed up this week. it sounded really bad. my sister & i kept looking at each other like `what is going on?´ yeah. that`s basically what happened yesterday.

 

(read about today)

 

i had to wake up at nine to take out the trash because i hadn`t done it the night before. i was so tired, but my sister kinda helped me. so that was nice. after i had taken out the garbage, i got onto the computer & changed my layout, but i think i might redo it because i don`t really like the look.

 

i was still really tired, so i got off of the computer & went back into my warm bed. i was gonna watch some tv, but nothing was really on. so i decided i would go back to sleep. i should have stayed up tho. i don`t know how i`m gonna wake up at six everyday from now on. that`s one thing i hate about school. i wish we didn`t have to get up that early. plus, this year my bus schedule is different. i have to get my bus at six forty - seven instead of seven. i have to be up fifteen minutes earlier.

now i am just getting ready for school. i did some laundry & i have been cleaning my room. i still have a lot to do. i want to go to bed earlier today so that i can wake up at six tomorrow, which will suck, but i really need to get into the school mood. i`m gonna go school supply shopping with my sister tomorrow. lOl! i`m gonna go clean some more. i`m gonna watch `the assistant´ finale later tonight. It`s such a funny show. I just lOVE it. i still have a bunch to do. just thought i`d give you an update on my weekend.


Thursday, August 26, 2004

wow. nicole and i have great conversations. i just love her!

 

me: you ready for school

nicole: nope.

nicole: i think i'll break my alarm clock the night before school starts. so i can sleep in on purpose.

me: hah

me: or just don't set it at the worng time

me: like set it for pm

nicole: or unplug it.

me: but then you're parents would know

me: if you make it pm..it could just look like a mistake

me: lol

nicole: hahaha.

me: yeah

me: school sucks

nicole: sure does.

nicole: and the boys are ooglay.

me: i know

me: how come our school has no cute guys

nicole: maybe there is like...some weird curse on the school that causes them to be deformed and ugly.

me: hah

me: what did us girls do

me: why do we deserve this

nicole: oh god. what if they arent even boys? but aliens dressed up as boys!?

nicole: we're all going to die.

me: hah

me: i'm switching schools now

nicole: and maybe they captured all the cute boys, and beamed them into outer space!

nicole: i'll never get married now.

me: hahaha

me: oh nicole..you are so funny

nicole: i know. i should be on comedy central.



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